Here’s my paradise. My bibliophilic side is showing off. Ravishing, eh? I suppose so, if only I don’t sound so weird while reading because sometimes I utter unintelligible statements about the current part of the story I’m reading. Then sometimes I list down words that sounds new to me, though some weren’t hard to understand because it’s quite easy to infer. I still list it down, though. Then later on I’ll search for it’s definitions. Meep. Word freak.

I should be sleeping or reading a book but I am not.

A while ago, I was just charging my cellphone through the laptop because the socket is far from the bed, then I noticed that the wi-fi (that dad threw away last night) is on. I thought they were all asleep but my sister is still up, so I put the book that I’m reading down and went online. I still feel like the most stressed person on the planet right now. I need sleep. Goodnight.

Another night spent craving for a croissant :(

Ever felt that all along you have an invisible burden on your shoulders? At good times it feels so light, like there was nothing at all, because the people around you are helping you to lift up that burden yet they don’t know about it’s existence. But at the times of uncertainty and doubt, you feel afraid because that burden may crash upon you, that all along you haven’t noticed it’s getting heavier, unbearable.

“True evil often wears the most innocent guises. Sometimes our closest friends can turn out not to have our best interest at heart. And we never have the remotest suspicion… not until it’s too late.” -John Hayden; Abandon

Abandon on Flickr.

After the accident, 17 year old Pierce tries to start over. But even after moving to a new town and starting a new school, he still keeps showing up — always when she least expects him, but exactly when she needs him most. One thing she knows for certain: John Hayden may be irresistible, but he’s no angel. But if Pierce lets herself fall any further, she may just find herself spending all of eternity in the one place to which she swore she’d never return … .

… his world: The Underworld.

I can’t wait to read the second installment of this trilogy: Underworld :)

Sometimes I just want to shut up, live without much talking, but what the hell? How am I suppose to go on without expressing what I feel. They say “Go on, express yourself, this is a free country.” Then they will also be the ones who’ll end up talking shit about me. So that’s why I might as well just be myself, because whether I do good or bad, or I do nothing at all, people will always have something to say.